The Knowledge of Sin.

 There's one difference between being right and wrong and that's never knowing sin is like forbidden fruit taken from the Tree of knowledge it's not really a sin Until you realize and then when you first realize that's when everything falls upon your shoulder and you ask yourself how do I get this off the only way is to repent the only way is to is to forgive yourself when I had done my wife wrong the first time I felt it but I felt I was doing good because I was in the army it's hard to avoid some things that you do and since I did her wrong we did get divorced but it wasn't because of that there's a split and communication or just in a generation where whatever happened yesterday affected your future and I got married again and I did the same thing but this time I felt it so I really did not eat any fruit until I was 21 and then I told my wife I said I Did You Wrong it was a little chance at first but we got back together we stayed together she forgave me she's a religious woman she ends up telling me this means you're going to change and she even talked to her parents I think and they said yeah that means he's going to change and so I stopped that part and that's one thing I know if you stop and when you sin you never do it again I haven't did it since.